Never Think

I can't believe i haven't touch blogger in two month T__T I am totally disappointed in myself. I can't really blame school because to be honest, it wasn't a busy semester. I can't blame work either because i work part time. I should have more than enough free time on my hands, no? So what were the causes of my absence during this whole time? I can maybe narrowed it down into 3 categories:

1. Laziness/ Sleep deprivation
2. Old School and New School TV
3. Edward Cullen (and anything related to him)

I love to sleep. Sleeping would be one of the greatest gift God have giving us humans. What would i do without a good 8 hours of sleep? I like the quietness and peacefulness of sleep. The darkness that night time can consumed you. I also like the lightness and the freedom when our brain starts to go through a story telling process called dreaming. I like the feeling that i get when i wake up the next morning, fully energized and ready to start the new day. I LOVE to sleep. But despite all of that, i didn't get really much of sleep due to the fact that i always end up sleeping late and waking up the next morning really early. I would say the average amount of sleep i get during the last two months were about 4-5 hours a day. Clearly, it was not enough for my tiny body to handle. I did try going to sleep earlier, but things don't always go the way you want them to go. Hence, i ended sleeping most of the time, when i can.

I also haven't had the chance to go online lately. When i do, i only check the basic stuff such as e-mails. I would youtube and facebook once in a while, the same goes for msn. And it doesn't help when both of your brothers are PC whores. I've been doing lots of quality TV time catch up lately. I have bought myself the first and second seasons of The OC, and for my birthday my boss gave me the third and fourth seasons. Yes, i know i have an amazing boss! That really brought back memories. I watched all four Christmukkah episodes on Christmas. Teenyboppers shows these days really ain't nothing compared to what we used to watch back then. I do admit i have a guilty pleasure watching a few a them from time to time. But one of my biggest guilty pleasure would have to be Gossip Girl. I really hated the idea of it at first. I remember watching the first episode of the first season thinking how lame and materialize it was. I expected more from Josh Schwartz. It wasn't until season two started and since then, i haven't miss one single episode. GG is just darn addictive. I still think the story plot is lame but some of its characters are just irresistible and everything about the fashion. I'm a Chuck and Blair shipper all the way. Rather than finding them cute like Seth and Summer, they are definitely hot together. Those two are, in my opinion, the key ingredients for the perfect couple cookie. May i also add that their once-in-a-while-make-out-session-in-the-back-of-the-limo is pretty sexy :P

The next subject of my lack of online time would have to be Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen from Twilight. Here comes my fan girl obsession again. I've never heard about the book until i saw a few post about it in some forums. Later i found out they where making a movie about it and saw the cast pictures. I wasn't really paying attention to the lead actors except that I remembered recognizing Robert's face as Cedric, the guy from Harry Potter. The whole time i couldn't understand why teenager girls where making such a big fuss over it. Again, i was mocking them going gaga over the so-called hot vampire. I decided to give the movie a shot one day (I always tend to watch the movie before reading the actual book). Little did i know, that hot vampire turned out to be the reasons for my sleepless nights and consumed my thoughts everyday. Right after the movie, i babble about it all day until my mommy got me the book and i have thanks her ever since :D I'm in love with Edward Cullen and picturing Robert Pattinson as him in every chapters just makes the reading more pleasant and enjoyable. I just can't wait to start New Moon!

Rob Pattinson as Edward Cullen.

His well defined jaw line is to DIE for!!!

i -heart- Twilight